i feel pain
every single fucking day
it's coursing through me
the needles in me stay in place
and drain the blood from my veins
i try my best to drift away
close my eyes and i'm free
i wish i'd go where there's no sun
forever hide my face
i can't die
no matter how hard i try
it's like my wounds can't say goodbye
my scars keep me alive
i drag the blade against my flesh
but there's no death
just a bloody fucking mess
there's no fucking rest
just a bloody fucking mess
this sores and cuts and holes.. all i have left
i reach for the end
i embrace my demons
and it all starts over again
there's something keeping me
from creeping up on deaths door
and i don't wanna fucking do this anymore
the light is a fucking lie
the light is a fucking lie
the light is a fucking lie and i am sick
i am so sick of this life
and i don't wanna fucking try
i just wanna say goodbye
goodbye
this bed of blood carries my name
cover me in soil and dirt to save my shame
i reach for the end
i embrace my demons
and it all starts over again
there's something keeping me
from creeping up on deaths door
and i don't wanna fucking do this anymore
i failed
and now i greet the cold kiss
of the razor on my wrist
credits
from Fervor Decay,
released December 12, 2016
[LYRICS: A.J. Perez]
[MUSIC: A.J. Perez, J. Stotts, J. Fornof, A. Morlan]
I'm relatively new to Vein.fm's catalogue, but this album hits like a damn truck. Insane vocals and enthralling guitar riffs. A bit too short for my taste but it is an absolute treat! Alex Jesus