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Lost Boys
02:01
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I came from the dirt beneath your feet,
to burn this motherfucker down with fire and gasoline
multiplying the disease
just a man from the mud with a spark and some kerosene
sick and tired of the same machine
draining and flailing a failure so serene
there's no hope those that betrayed me
gone too long surviving on empty
we are the lost boys
we live on nothing but roads we pave
we are the lost boys
coiled vipers rushing toward our graves
go - claim the counterfeit you cling to
you're just the type of motherfucker i can see through
vintage feign, ignorant and vain
run along until you fade into the mundane
made my way like hell in a hurricane
splitting seas to make a tremor that spells my name
now everybody's got so much to say
i don't really give a fuck - didn't come from me
the walls all fall and we've blocked out the sun
the dust has cleared and you should fear the process we've begun
when the dust has cleared
i'll still be here
and when it's said and done
i'll be the only one
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2. |
The Cell
03:27
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i feel pain
every single fucking day
it's coursing through me
the needles in me stay in place
and drain the blood from my veins
i try my best to drift away
close my eyes and i'm free
i wish i'd go where there's no sun
forever hide my face
i can't die
no matter how hard i try
it's like my wounds can't say goodbye
my scars keep me alive
i drag the blade against my flesh
but there's no death
just a bloody fucking mess
there's no fucking rest
just a bloody fucking mess
this sores and cuts and holes.. all i have left
i reach for the end
i embrace my demons
and it all starts over again
there's something keeping me
from creeping up on deaths door
and i don't wanna fucking do this anymore
the light is a fucking lie
the light is a fucking lie
the light is a fucking lie and i am sick
i am so sick of this life
and i don't wanna fucking try
i just wanna say goodbye
goodbye
this bed of blood carries my name
cover me in soil and dirt to save my shame
i reach for the end
i embrace my demons
and it all starts over again
there's something keeping me
from creeping up on deaths door
and i don't wanna fucking do this anymore
i failed
and now i greet the cold kiss
of the razor on my wrist
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Ugly
02:45
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blank stares in the ugliest of truths
show you all the death kept in myself
do whats been done to me to you
do whats been done to you to someone else
repeat til the world's ugly as me
so all i touch can share this shame
won't stop until you see what i see
won't stop until you share my pain
and i know some things can never be undone
is every scar a lesson?
or am i just trying to find meaning in what i've become?
and there are some things that are better left unsaid
i'm still sinking
can't escape my demons
i've always been so ugly
nobody cared what's inside
with nerves like rain falling down my face
i think i'll do it tonight
i would give no part of me to you
walk down that hall for the last time
with six holes in my pocket
i wish this unraveled different
but i couldn't stop it
any changes to what i owe you
have been paid in blood/love
when the worst thing is thought deceased
you will see my true colors
and i know somethings can never be undone
is every scar a lesson?
i'm just trying to find meaning in what i've become
and there are some things that are better left unsaid
i'm still sinking
can't escape my demons
do to you what's been done to me
so i can feel all i feel i need
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